mY CoLLagE & iMaginAtiOn

我的2021-2023 时常伴随着浮躁忧愁的思绪，逐渐我发现这并不是短时间的生活副作用，一部分原因是我开始主动快速地拓展新的外部世界，在这个变化快速的时代，能找寻到社交和独处的平衡是一门需要靠挫折和时间领悟的学问。像一艘小船在海中找慌忙寻着方向，有拉扯，有力不从心，这样类似的状态不仅反映在我情绪时好时坏中，更是无意识影响到了我的创作风格。

My thoughts were often accompanied by restlessness and melancholy from 2021 to 2023. Gradually, I realized that this was not just a short-term side effect of life. Part of the reason was that I began actively expanding my external world rapidly. In this rapidly changing era, finding a balance between socializing and solitude is a skill that requires learning from setbacks and time. Like a small boat searching for direction in the sea, there are pulls and struggles. Similar states not only manifest in my fluctuating moods but also unconsciously affect my creative style.

这里是我一部分的“不正式”的作品，他们或许从选材上没有明显的联系，但是从笔触和构图中都反映出了我心态的改变。我有寻求结果，与自己对话，也忘记与自己和解，被困在不起眼的漩涡里，他们都是我的一部分，我依然选择释放，坦然地讲述。

Here are some of my “informal” works, which may not have obvious connections in terms of subject matter, but reflect changes in my mindset through brushstrokes and compositions. I have sought answers, engaged in self-dialogue, and also forgotten to reconcile with myself, trapped in inconspicuous whirlpools. They are all part of me, and I still choose to release them, to tell my story candidly.

I

无题

我的画面表现能力逐渐显现出来，更多画面语言，画面控制力，浮夸的鲜艳的颜色，视觉上的气氛感越发浓郁… …

My ability to express through visuals is gradually emerging, with more visual language, control over imagery, extravagant vivid colors, and an increasingly rich visual atmosphere…

II

黑色方块

III

sweet home

IV

Morgen

战争 Kriege

与暗恋 und geheimliche Liebe

两个毫无意义交集的词语，两种极端的情感体验，在一场激烈的抗争之中。
人们会更容易先察觉到战争还是秘密爱情的那一部分？因此他们会忽视其他部分吗？我认为，在这两个主题的碰撞中，人们将无法选择他们应该关注的是什么。于是，他们开始思考……

Two words with no meaningful intersection, two extreme emotional experiences, amidst an intense struggle.
Would people be more likely to perceive the part about war or the part about secret love first? Would they therefore overlook other parts? I believe that in the collision of these two themes, people will be unable to choose what they should focus on. Thus, they begin to contemplate…